Saturday, June 21, 2008

do i need it???

being a virgo the need for praise comes naturally to me.
i don't know .....
i m definetly confused on this word PRAISE. i.e. do i need it..
but then sometimes i feel like no gurl i don't need praise for motivation. but then today something happnd n then i needed someone to praise my work or atleast appreciate it. Ya thats the right word i was looking for....APPRECIATION
ya i dont need praise but i need appreciation. Ya people i know i make mistake but then i m human rite??? i know i make mistakes but then if its like a really genuine mistake i do regret it. n sometimes the mistakes are not made on purpose, sometimes they just happen.... then what to do?????
but then people if i do something good atlest smile at me....
hey today i saw P.S.I LOVE YOU.....the movie was awesome....
somehow i connected with it. i just absolutly loved Gerard's character, in a way i am like him....
oh ya comin back to the topic.....
i don't need praise but i need appreciation....or just a smile atleast.......
P.S.I LOVE YOU is a good movie..... but i didnt like Hillary Swank as Holly but then again i liked the puppyness she bought to the character........
i absolutly lovvvvvvvvvd the way Gerard makes effort for Holly.....
neways todays day was good.....P.S.I LOVE YOU made the day a lil more pleasant...
ya only the day was pleasant but by nite i m really feeling sad no clue why???? may b again the lack of appreciation.
but thnx to the blood group again being positive is in my blood literally.........
i m hoping for the good day tomorrow.

Friday, June 20, 2008

the introduction

hello there
this is anushree
after a looong time i m back at writing.
yup i use to regularly write my dairy, but then the ecological bug bit me n i started caring about my environment, ecological sysytem n so on.....
n so caring about the trees i decided not to write diaries any more instead make use of the more techonologically developed thing BLOGS....
hmmm..... but i actually started off with the blogs after a veeeeeery long time.......
ok....as the name of the title suggests i ll introduce myself...
myself Anushree [oh!! i guess u know]
so currently phase of my life a lil boring. Just busy with my work n looking out for some more work...
oh sorry!! missing the topic. u know i tend to travel a lil away from the topic i m on....
getting back to the introduction..
done my graduation in political science[ i love the subject]
learning German n hoping to make a good use of the same.....
thirdly working on a website..........n the job is interesting n i loveee it....... but still something is missing
so today i had this outburst of emotions just due to the confusion of WHAT TO DO????????
the BIGGGGGGGGGGEST question as of now.........
n I decided to return to the thing i love doing ......writing......for me writing is therapeutic n yes food as well.
so again I have started writing.
THE ISSUES THAT BOTHER ME......
THE JOURNEY........
I WISH......
and some other general thoughts
byee for now